brainy-ade

After months of searching,i think i finally found a breakthrough point again,now that i found it,it all depends on me to make that bright sparkle.

Today's sun is damnn nice,even at 6pm its still sunny and warm,lucky my instinct told me i had to swim and partially because i felt hot.Not to my surprise,alot of people thinks so too,its damn crowded at the pool.

Learnt 2 lessons about swimming today,1)its not that you don't have the ability to do something but the balance to bring it out.I witnessed it myself while trying to sit at the pool bed and hold my breathe.I think i can hold it for quite long but i cant seem to sit on the pool bed no matter what i do,i have been trying it since primary school but i still cant do it,the more i struggle the more i float,zzz.

2)Saw two little boys comparing whose water guns can shoot higher,yea i mean REAL water guns,HAHAHA.It reminds me of competition when i was young,where we would compare who would actually do better,now that we are older,we sort of lost this type of challenging competitive which is kinda sad,but competitiveness is stil around us.Which doesn make competition anymore fun since we are older..

Anyway i forgotten to mention doing survey at Sentosa is great,the people there are relaxed,friendly and likes to joke.A group of girls even ask me how old im i and when i say im yr2 they stil ask me how old,like a little shocking.Then they asked me how old i think they are,and i said 20?AND GUESS HOW OLD ARE THEY?SAME AS ME!!OMGGG.AH HAHA.If only school was this fun interacting =x well its just me,the "emo" kid in school =)))

Think i would at least do my audit tutorials today and stop slacking and watching videos online.Stil quite worried about my InE =x,stil wanna make it a serious 1,its not pass or fail,seriously,its LIFE

harold and kumar

just finished watching Harold and Kumar goes to white castle.Fcuking crappy movie but so meaningful.Its contain things like racial discrimination and actually how different races have their individual mindsets for eg chinese who are conservative hence shy and pessimistic at times..and indians who are..hmm im not sure either.

Anyway Harold and Kumar are two fun-loving guys waiting to break out of their shells and on the way found more meaning to their lives,like for Harold who tried things he never dared try before and confronted his fears after feeling hows it like to eat the burger his savouring for.

Its about the satifaction that you get after you accomplish,maybe you didn,but at least you did it.What makes this world beautiful is there are so many different types of burgers, just like the different personalities and races in this world.

And i could really feel for Harold whose a similar type of shy guy like me,especially the last part,where he really had the urge,REAALLY,to talk to his dream girl,he just stoned and cant even talk to her.IM LIKE COME ON!COME ON!!Seriously i so FEEL FOR HIm,if he didn go for her,i would fcuk this movie.

But in the end he did and im like super happy and relieved?haha,its like really hard to talk or even see the girl you like eye to eye and when you try to force yourself you go really red.So cute!!memories,hahaha.


Yes memories are nice things,a 100 things you do may be foolish,but at least 1 may be worth it for life =))

today was tiring,i mean i think this whole week is tiring,couldn't get my late morning wakies on the usual saturdays,but i guess its ok =)

Went Sentosa and survey,had mixed reviews but it doesn matter =) now how do we get into contact with the authorities that's a question.

Then i finally got to watch Bloomberg at home damn awesome,after such a long wait i finally get to watch it after my mom went down to PS's starhub to get another SCV box and i happened to be there too.So interesting to watch them talk and analyse about companies,rather watch and listen then read or maybe both la.

realised how i get to make my solos nicer,just had to create the basslines i want,funky/sad/jazzy/blues or what,and then just choose the notes that will fit it instead of just ramming the scale,sweet =) but it would be nicer if i had backing tracks to practise to.Was feeling guilty after 2days of not practising guitar

brain blowing

Ok today was a tiring day as well,but guess what?I found a good way of concentrating!By closing my eye and falling into a semi-conscious state,so i can focus better and maybe fall into a "deep" sleep then i can maintain my energy for next lectures or tutorials.

Good right??i think after 15mins i felt energized,im so good at it that i can wake up to copy notes and fall asleep again =)) Its so much better than trying to squeeze your eyes open and letting everything flow out of your ears no matter how hard you try.

Fmgt tutorial is great!!

Oh anyway about my InE stuff,its totally encouraging when i asked the person about the funding,told her about our idea and she thinks its good and getting funding shouldn't be hard if we got approval from the government =)

Yay,im so happy but tired and happy again because today's friday tomorrow im going Sentosa to do survey i feel i have accomplished quite a bit today.

Honestly i was quite scared about today's funding thing,but it turns out to be ok,hope tomorrow will be the same,

PSSS!this is just as exciting as talking to a girl you like,but much less nervous trying to open your mouth and talk!!HAHA

ANyway im gonna make a prediction and no im not simon cowell or whoever on American idol.That after Lee Ang made the woodstock movie,everyone will start wearing Hippie clothing!!Im gonna bet on it.SAM U BETTER COLLECT ALL YOUR COLOURFUL CLOTHES NOW!!

Gonna need to post her wannabe pocahontas hairstyle soon =))

and OH YA,today i saw 2 albinos =xx but anyway whats and who sang this song PRETTY GIRLSSS WALKING DOWN THE STREETTT~~~??I would very much wanna download it,lately i have been seeing alot of pretty girls,its getting me highhhh

hearts and stars

a heart for u

meets another heart

and they lived happily ever after on a pile of financial management notes!!

haha the hearts i and xin ying made doing InE class!We were suppose to make the straws into something and market them out,i know,stupid.Xin ying knew how to make hearts since young,so we did it together,i didn do it well,well if anyone wanna make more hearts with me,im willing to devote my time to them! HAHAHA

dead

i don't remember anything from lectures and tutorials today like seriously,was so freakin tired and sleepy,that i just wasted my time,how bad =(

But things weren so bad la,specially when i finally reached Simei Mrt!HOME!!Haha and while buying a carrot soya bean milk,i heard some1 singing damnn nice,i turned around and saw a blind malay guy singing,his voice and song really liven up my spirit.Hearing someone singing so well live is so captivating that so many people just slacked around him and listen.Totally the best blind singer i ever heard,better than wei lian =)

Wanted to donate at least $2 to him,but i found out i only had coins so quite embarassing ar,but i only have a $50 note!!IF only i were a millionaire!...Ahh excuses =x.Nvm,i shall donate $4 next time i see him =))

lifeless

life has been so empty,especially whenever u lay on bed thinking about nothing,i probably should start playin Perfect World again.zzzz

bluegrass music totally rox thou


tired of waiting,come out plz and pierce my heart into million of pieces,torture me however you like,u sadistic goat