under the blanket

ah what a nice fulfilling sweet day it have been.woke up in the morning to practise a song which i discovered the other day,the MOST MOST touching song i have ever heard,best sounds on just a accompanying guitar,i swear i will master that song,love it alot at 1st "hearing",even if it is done in a cover.

Anyway i met william and belle, my ex-hai die singing mates,they look the same,william got more handsome,belle got more sweeter and belle say i look much more different and more shuai den i have like two years ago i guess?since i met them =)) thx belle.
And we went to kbox!!!as always our singin skills were superb and it was a nice reunion together,reminds me of the past,thou we do not have some sort of PAST??ok its just nice to meet up with old friends.THought-provoking moment.I was like 40mins late,thus i met them at the kbox room,was feeling so paiseh but then after singing,i don't really care,and thats even more embarassing.
Belle left around 6,so william and i sang until 7+,which was damnnnn high!belle should have remained!We sang like super high songs like Justin timberlake's and linkin park.I was so high until i started screaming and it was only at this point that i lost my voice.SWEET GUYS ONLY OUTING.haha =p

After that we went to watch movie!William wanted to watch 10,000BC but it was so dam late,thus we watched L changes the world,fcuking touching.Don't know if you all felt action packed or what,but its touching for me,so love this feeling im having now.Until now im stil so touched,not by the movie only but oso maybe by an angel or sth.
Its not sad that L has to die alone,but yea he stil died alone with walter dead and i don't think anyone knows.This movie made me think alot like,how can i make myself more significant in this world and use my abilities to the max,my brains,hands,mouth everything,we only have one life!everyone has got to be useful for something.LIKE THE LITTLE BOY IS A MATH GENIUS,L IS A PSYCHOPATHIC SPEED READER,THE LITTLE GIRL'S A...GIRL POTENTIALLY FILLED WITH VENGEANCE MADE TO BE A KILLER?

Now i sincerely wish i would be more proactive in my life,i hope i would never forget this feeling,cause i tend to easily forget things,so im writing this down and hop i get the inspiration i need whenever im down.
And going back to the movie,L was lonely but at least he was smart,useful to the society and such..and after the movie i was telling William next week's your time to be useful like L!!GO NS AND PROTECT SINGAPORE!And William was like...yaa,i just wanna (fcuking) get a L t-shirt.lol.

Another ANNOYINGly sweet thing which really pricked my heart in the time of coldness was couples around me started to snuggle each other as the hall gets colder,and when touching scenes came,they even got more cosier.WHAT ABOUT ME!FREEZING TO DEATH!SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME!!lol,if only they shifted their attention to me,i bet they will be crying out loud,me shivering and trying to sit properly with tears in my eyes.lol

ANYWAYYYY,after that William and I went down to B1 and went into the dunno yaki Japanese restaurant which now even serve korean food?For christ sake,i bought the hot and spicy kimchi soup thinking that you know..i went Korea and the kimchi there not dat spicy,Singapore 1 shld be no kick.Guess what,FUCKIN HOT!it really dilates my appetite after a few mouthful,but i stil bear with it,i hate it when im hungry yet i cant eat something because of hotness or spicyness.So final verdict,Singapore's kimchi is FCUKING HOT,don't try it unless u r up to it.William and i oso realised that the soup and everything is made up of really chilli padi pieces,so its good for our body.GODDAMN I STIL CAN FEEL THE HEAT IN MY BODY,NEED TO DRINK MORE LIANG TEH.
So its $9.40,inclusive of drinks for the kimchi pot set if you guys are interested in spoiling your taste glands in your tongue =))

Thinking about my future,like how to make myself useful eg blabla made me think of that MOST INSPIRING SONG I EVER CAME across.Aerosmith-dream on

here's the lyrics:Every time I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It goes by, like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

Yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life
is in books' written pages
Lived and learned from fools and
from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away

Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dreams come true
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dream comes through
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On

Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away
Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away......


Guess how old is Steve tyler when he wrote this song?He's like around my age when he wrote this song!Its written when he sat by the lake thinking of whether to give up his singin career since his like grown up,time passes so fast.But in the end he never gave up and 6years later with the help from his bandmates he finally finished writing it and it became a hit single in US.TALK ABOUT LIFE man,so inspiring.It sounds like his already dam old la,when he said "Everytime i look into the mirror,the lines are getting clearer".HELLO,EVEN BY THE TIME U WROTE FINISH THIS SONG,U STIL HAVEN REACH 30YEAR OLD.lol act mature,what an ass.Ah this teen spirit we all,or all of us once had,so fucking cute =))

heres the Youtube video of the song featuring the growing up process of Mr. Thick Lips steven tyler himself =)

Talking about the touching song,i think i might as well share it with you guys.Its sang by Alice in Chains,a grunge band whose music im not really obsessed with except for the slow ones and specially this.1st heard the song from a guy who covered it.The raw melody just touches my heart.Heres the cover

the music + the voice really touches my heart,specially if you sing with it.
Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom

Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You dont understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who wont let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and theyve put all
The stones in their place
Ive eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb...in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...
I prefer this version compared to the band's unplugged version of mtv,maybe cause its simpler,maybe cause its just a sudden infatuation that i haven got over...maybe....

ALright that's all the crap i should splatter.GOD SAVE U =) GOOD NITE