hoho today went SCC monthly performance,really got the urge to improve my guitar again,though ya 90% of their songs r boring pop...yawn...
Did 2 good things lately,a few days back at a bus stop got a sec school girl dropped her purse,i think she didn see it dropped though the sound of the keychain hit the floor was loud enough.Or maybe she was lazy to pick it up cuz she was carrying alot of stuffs,but i doubt so.
nonetheless i went over and picked it up for her and she said thankyou and i just smiled back =)
Then today after tzechow alighted at kembangan,a old couple stood infront of us and the lady sit beside me.So i thought it would be more convenient for two of them to sit,so i stood up and left my seat.The lady noticed and smiled at me,AND I SMILED BACKKKK +))
Cute thing is,a angmoh possibly heading to changi airport,alighted at tanah merah mrt with a huge lugguage and crossed over to the next mrt,when he was inside,he pretended to wipe his forehead and smile at me,SO I SMILED BACK AT HIM! =)) i know he was lookin at me,as i was the only 1 facing him.
If only people were so friendly,i would be smiling everyday =)).anyway hope something good would appear,karma help me!Been watching too much of "my name is earl".BLEHX
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
stay away
suddenly when i see those photos...feelings..i just wanna scream out loud
oh btw happy birthday mr brendan lau,hope u had fun with us =)
oh btw happy birthday mr brendan lau,hope u had fun with us =)
Monday, April 28, 2008
sleepyworm
Had Yui to upstart my late morning to school.REally felt nice when i hear her songs from her 1st album,no wonder Alvin like to hear her so much,v relaxing and makes u feel so excited for life.But sadly towards the end of the album,the songs r more sad,makes me teary =((
Her 2nd album is more serious and edgy..but nonetheless traditional pop songs la,just listen for fun.
InE class today was a little clueless but good enough.Stil worried we may not be able to pull it off,its nice to get involved with something you like but very challenging to get everyone involved.Its always a problem specially with students to get everyone involved.
Went to Peninsula plaza to meet Regina,on the way there i saw Dennis and his classmates,they were going to town i guess,didn bother much to socialise with them.
I made a new friend today!YaY!Her name is alda?Like Aldo's Alda?I don't know how she wrote it,but yea its pronounced as Alda.She's loud,cute,kind and very sweet and caring,like seriously AND shes Regina's boyfriend XD.
The big smiles she gave makes me embarrassed on what to do,but i stil do try to look back and smile =) i always have trouble looking at people in the eyes.
Alda bought 2 jeans and she stuffed her bag full,I tried to ask a female shoe shop at citilink for a plastic bag for Alda,but i failed miserably.Its kinda awkward i guess,but i think it doesn matter much anyway~
And when i said im hungry,we went to breadtalk and bought the most delicious breads ever and sit in our secret spot while Alda fed both me and Regina.Alda's boyfriend must have felt so loved
I realised im always so dead tired around 9-9.30pm,so its better for me to sleep around that time,but i stil have so much things to do!!ARGH
Her 2nd album is more serious and edgy..but nonetheless traditional pop songs la,just listen for fun.
InE class today was a little clueless but good enough.Stil worried we may not be able to pull it off,its nice to get involved with something you like but very challenging to get everyone involved.Its always a problem specially with students to get everyone involved.
Went to Peninsula plaza to meet Regina,on the way there i saw Dennis and his classmates,they were going to town i guess,didn bother much to socialise with them.
I made a new friend today!YaY!Her name is alda?Like Aldo's Alda?I don't know how she wrote it,but yea its pronounced as Alda.She's loud,cute,kind and very sweet and caring,like seriously AND shes Regina's boyfriend XD.
The big smiles she gave makes me embarrassed on what to do,but i stil do try to look back and smile =) i always have trouble looking at people in the eyes.
Alda bought 2 jeans and she stuffed her bag full,I tried to ask a female shoe shop at citilink for a plastic bag for Alda,but i failed miserably.Its kinda awkward i guess,but i think it doesn matter much anyway~
And when i said im hungry,we went to breadtalk and bought the most delicious breads ever and sit in our secret spot while Alda fed both me and Regina.Alda's boyfriend must have felt so loved
I realised im always so dead tired around 9-9.30pm,so its better for me to sleep around that time,but i stil have so much things to do!!ARGH
Sunday, April 27, 2008
dreamsss come truee
lousy singing i noe,but its so pure and innocent.So touching!Sing with your heart and hope everyone can feel u =))
brainy-ade
After months of searching,i think i finally found a breakthrough point again,now that i found it,it all depends on me to make that bright sparkle.
Today's sun is damnn nice,even at 6pm its still sunny and warm,lucky my instinct told me i had to swim and partially because i felt hot.Not to my surprise,alot of people thinks so too,its damn crowded at the pool.
Learnt 2 lessons about swimming today,1)its not that you don't have the ability to do something but the balance to bring it out.I witnessed it myself while trying to sit at the pool bed and hold my breathe.I think i can hold it for quite long but i cant seem to sit on the pool bed no matter what i do,i have been trying it since primary school but i still cant do it,the more i struggle the more i float,zzz.
2)Saw two little boys comparing whose water guns can shoot higher,yea i mean REAL water guns,HAHAHA.It reminds me of competition when i was young,where we would compare who would actually do better,now that we are older,we sort of lost this type of challenging competitive which is kinda sad,but competitiveness is stil around us.Which doesn make competition anymore fun since we are older..
Anyway i forgotten to mention doing survey at Sentosa is great,the people there are relaxed,friendly and likes to joke.A group of girls even ask me how old im i and when i say im yr2 they stil ask me how old,like a little shocking.Then they asked me how old i think they are,and i said 20?AND GUESS HOW OLD ARE THEY?SAME AS ME!!OMGGG.AH HAHA.If only school was this fun interacting =x well its just me,the "emo" kid in school =)))
Think i would at least do my audit tutorials today and stop slacking and watching videos online.Stil quite worried about my InE =x,stil wanna make it a serious 1,its not pass or fail,seriously,its LIFE
Today's sun is damnn nice,even at 6pm its still sunny and warm,lucky my instinct told me i had to swim and partially because i felt hot.Not to my surprise,alot of people thinks so too,its damn crowded at the pool.
Learnt 2 lessons about swimming today,1)its not that you don't have the ability to do something but the balance to bring it out.I witnessed it myself while trying to sit at the pool bed and hold my breathe.I think i can hold it for quite long but i cant seem to sit on the pool bed no matter what i do,i have been trying it since primary school but i still cant do it,the more i struggle the more i float,zzz.
2)Saw two little boys comparing whose water guns can shoot higher,yea i mean REAL water guns,HAHAHA.It reminds me of competition when i was young,where we would compare who would actually do better,now that we are older,we sort of lost this type of challenging competitive which is kinda sad,but competitiveness is stil around us.Which doesn make competition anymore fun since we are older..
Anyway i forgotten to mention doing survey at Sentosa is great,the people there are relaxed,friendly and likes to joke.A group of girls even ask me how old im i and when i say im yr2 they stil ask me how old,like a little shocking.Then they asked me how old i think they are,and i said 20?AND GUESS HOW OLD ARE THEY?SAME AS ME!!OMGGG.AH HAHA.If only school was this fun interacting =x well its just me,the "emo" kid in school =)))
Think i would at least do my audit tutorials today and stop slacking and watching videos online.Stil quite worried about my InE =x,stil wanna make it a serious 1,its not pass or fail,seriously,its LIFE
Saturday, April 26, 2008
harold and kumar
just finished watching Harold and Kumar goes to white castle.Fcuking crappy movie but so meaningful.Its contain things like racial discrimination and actually how different races have their individual mindsets for eg chinese who are conservative hence shy and pessimistic at times..and indians who are..hmm im not sure either.
Anyway Harold and Kumar are two fun-loving guys waiting to break out of their shells and on the way found more meaning to their lives,like for Harold who tried things he never dared try before and confronted his fears after feeling hows it like to eat the burger his savouring for.
Its about the satifaction that you get after you accomplish,maybe you didn,but at least you did it.What makes this world beautiful is there are so many different types of burgers, just like the different personalities and races in this world.
And i could really feel for Harold whose a similar type of shy guy like me,especially the last part,where he really had the urge,REAALLY,to talk to his dream girl,he just stoned and cant even talk to her.IM LIKE COME ON!COME ON!!Seriously i so FEEL FOR HIm,if he didn go for her,i would fcuk this movie.
But in the end he did and im like super happy and relieved?haha,its like really hard to talk or even see the girl you like eye to eye and when you try to force yourself you go really red.So cute!!memories,hahaha.
Yes memories are nice things,a 100 things you do may be foolish,but at least 1 may be worth it for life =))
Anyway Harold and Kumar are two fun-loving guys waiting to break out of their shells and on the way found more meaning to their lives,like for Harold who tried things he never dared try before and confronted his fears after feeling hows it like to eat the burger his savouring for.
Its about the satifaction that you get after you accomplish,maybe you didn,but at least you did it.What makes this world beautiful is there are so many different types of burgers, just like the different personalities and races in this world.
And i could really feel for Harold whose a similar type of shy guy like me,especially the last part,where he really had the urge,REAALLY,to talk to his dream girl,he just stoned and cant even talk to her.IM LIKE COME ON!COME ON!!Seriously i so FEEL FOR HIm,if he didn go for her,i would fcuk this movie.
But in the end he did and im like super happy and relieved?haha,its like really hard to talk or even see the girl you like eye to eye and when you try to force yourself you go really red.So cute!!memories,hahaha.
Yes memories are nice things,a 100 things you do may be foolish,but at least 1 may be worth it for life =))
today was tiring,i mean i think this whole week is tiring,couldn't get my late morning wakies on the usual saturdays,but i guess its ok =)
Went Sentosa and survey,had mixed reviews but it doesn matter =) now how do we get into contact with the authorities that's a question.
Then i finally got to watch Bloomberg at home damn awesome,after such a long wait i finally get to watch it after my mom went down to PS's starhub to get another SCV box and i happened to be there too.So interesting to watch them talk and analyse about companies,rather watch and listen then read or maybe both la.
realised how i get to make my solos nicer,just had to create the basslines i want,funky/sad/jazzy/blues or what,and then just choose the notes that will fit it instead of just ramming the scale,sweet =) but it would be nicer if i had backing tracks to practise to.Was feeling guilty after 2days of not practising guitar
Went Sentosa and survey,had mixed reviews but it doesn matter =) now how do we get into contact with the authorities that's a question.
Then i finally got to watch Bloomberg at home damn awesome,after such a long wait i finally get to watch it after my mom went down to PS's starhub to get another SCV box and i happened to be there too.So interesting to watch them talk and analyse about companies,rather watch and listen then read or maybe both la.
realised how i get to make my solos nicer,just had to create the basslines i want,funky/sad/jazzy/blues or what,and then just choose the notes that will fit it instead of just ramming the scale,sweet =) but it would be nicer if i had backing tracks to practise to.Was feeling guilty after 2days of not practising guitar
Friday, April 25, 2008
brain blowing
Ok today was a tiring day as well,but guess what?I found a good way of concentrating!By closing my eye and falling into a semi-conscious state,so i can focus better and maybe fall into a "deep" sleep then i can maintain my energy for next lectures or tutorials.
Good right??i think after 15mins i felt energized,im so good at it that i can wake up to copy notes and fall asleep again =)) Its so much better than trying to squeeze your eyes open and letting everything flow out of your ears no matter how hard you try.
Fmgt tutorial is great!!
Oh anyway about my InE stuff,its totally encouraging when i asked the person about the funding,told her about our idea and she thinks its good and getting funding shouldn't be hard if we got approval from the government =)
Yay,im so happy but tired and happy again because today's friday tomorrow im going Sentosa to do survey i feel i have accomplished quite a bit today.
Honestly i was quite scared about today's funding thing,but it turns out to be ok,hope tomorrow will be the same,
PSSS!this is just as exciting as talking to a girl you like,but much less nervous trying to open your mouth and talk!!HAHA
ANyway im gonna make a prediction and no im not simon cowell or whoever on American idol.That after Lee Ang made the woodstock movie,everyone will start wearing Hippie clothing!!Im gonna bet on it.SAM U BETTER COLLECT ALL YOUR COLOURFUL CLOTHES NOW!!
Gonna need to post her wannabe pocahontas hairstyle soon =))
and OH YA,today i saw 2 albinos =xx but anyway whats and who sang this song PRETTY GIRLSSS WALKING DOWN THE STREETTT~~~??I would very much wanna download it,lately i have been seeing alot of pretty girls,its getting me highhhh
Good right??i think after 15mins i felt energized,im so good at it that i can wake up to copy notes and fall asleep again =)) Its so much better than trying to squeeze your eyes open and letting everything flow out of your ears no matter how hard you try.
Fmgt tutorial is great!!
Oh anyway about my InE stuff,its totally encouraging when i asked the person about the funding,told her about our idea and she thinks its good and getting funding shouldn't be hard if we got approval from the government =)
Yay,im so happy but tired and happy again because today's friday tomorrow im going Sentosa to do survey i feel i have accomplished quite a bit today.
Honestly i was quite scared about today's funding thing,but it turns out to be ok,hope tomorrow will be the same,
PSSS!this is just as exciting as talking to a girl you like,but much less nervous trying to open your mouth and talk!!HAHA
ANyway im gonna make a prediction and no im not simon cowell or whoever on American idol.That after Lee Ang made the woodstock movie,everyone will start wearing Hippie clothing!!Im gonna bet on it.SAM U BETTER COLLECT ALL YOUR COLOURFUL CLOTHES NOW!!
Gonna need to post her wannabe pocahontas hairstyle soon =))
and OH YA,today i saw 2 albinos =xx but anyway whats and who sang this song PRETTY GIRLSSS WALKING DOWN THE STREETTT~~~??I would very much wanna download it,lately i have been seeing alot of pretty girls,its getting me highhhh
Thursday, April 24, 2008
hearts and stars
a heart for u
meets another heart
and they lived happily ever after on a pile of financial management notes!!
haha the hearts i and xin ying made doing InE class!We were suppose to make the straws into something and market them out,i know,stupid.Xin ying knew how to make hearts since young,so we did it together,i didn do it well,well if anyone wanna make more hearts with me,im willing to devote my time to them! HAHAHA
dead
i don't remember anything from lectures and tutorials today like seriously,was so freakin tired and sleepy,that i just wasted my time,how bad =(
But things weren so bad la,specially when i finally reached Simei Mrt!HOME!!Haha and while buying a carrot soya bean milk,i heard some1 singing damnn nice,i turned around and saw a blind malay guy singing,his voice and song really liven up my spirit.Hearing someone singing so well live is so captivating that so many people just slacked around him and listen.Totally the best blind singer i ever heard,better than wei lian =)
Wanted to donate at least $2 to him,but i found out i only had coins so quite embarassing ar,but i only have a $50 note!!IF only i were a millionaire!...Ahh excuses =x.Nvm,i shall donate $4 next time i see him =))
But things weren so bad la,specially when i finally reached Simei Mrt!HOME!!Haha and while buying a carrot soya bean milk,i heard some1 singing damnn nice,i turned around and saw a blind malay guy singing,his voice and song really liven up my spirit.Hearing someone singing so well live is so captivating that so many people just slacked around him and listen.Totally the best blind singer i ever heard,better than wei lian =)
Wanted to donate at least $2 to him,but i found out i only had coins so quite embarassing ar,but i only have a $50 note!!IF only i were a millionaire!...Ahh excuses =x.Nvm,i shall donate $4 next time i see him =))
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
lifeless
life has been so empty,especially whenever u lay on bed thinking about nothing,i probably should start playin Perfect World again.zzzz
bluegrass music totally rox thou
tired of waiting,come out plz and pierce my heart into million of pieces,torture me however you like,u sadistic goat
bluegrass music totally rox thou
tired of waiting,come out plz and pierce my heart into million of pieces,torture me however you like,u sadistic goat
ah today felt like it wasn well spent in the noon.Had to install things during our IEAA class,super long and so waste of time,listened to music while going high.In the end stil haven download finish tomorrow must download again!SPARE US!!!
Anyway after-school activity rox,went to SCC clubhouse saw tze chow and ben,so we decided to jam abit.FUn sia!I realise i can rip the scales and sound dam nice..IF I HAD A NICER AMP!AND MAYBE A BETTER GUITAR?The ibanez guitar felt dammnn nice,but it keep sending electric shock waves towards my fingers and u can feel its aura when u place your hand near the strings.Talk about red hot fiery guitars..totally awesome =)
SCC exhibition was okay,ALOT of freshies like 50?The songs were ok too,standard pop songs,i felt like sleeping after a long tiring day.
So sad though i heard that the guitar pro Sean is not coming maybe..i have alot of things to ask and learn!
Makes me so wanna perform,in front of 50 and 100s of people,fcuking awesome.
Anyway after-school activity rox,went to SCC clubhouse saw tze chow and ben,so we decided to jam abit.FUn sia!I realise i can rip the scales and sound dam nice..IF I HAD A NICER AMP!AND MAYBE A BETTER GUITAR?The ibanez guitar felt dammnn nice,but it keep sending electric shock waves towards my fingers and u can feel its aura when u place your hand near the strings.Talk about red hot fiery guitars..totally awesome =)
SCC exhibition was okay,ALOT of freshies like 50?The songs were ok too,standard pop songs,i felt like sleeping after a long tiring day.
So sad though i heard that the guitar pro Sean is not coming maybe..i have alot of things to ask and learn!
Makes me so wanna perform,in front of 50 and 100s of people,fcuking awesome.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
hop the distance
today was a tiring day,had to wake up early at 9am,but considering we had no school after 1pm its cool,can go out in future..not dat any1 wanna go out with me =(( haha
haix so sian,no matter how i mess around,i cant be the blues pro i wanna-be,not enough creativity and talent sia... --
should i go Song Composing Club tomorrow?Wonder whether the trip there would be fruitful anot,most likely not..hmmm and the journey so far also..but there may be proS who could help and guide me along the way...
haix so sian,no matter how i mess around,i cant be the blues pro i wanna-be,not enough creativity and talent sia... --
should i go Song Composing Club tomorrow?Wonder whether the trip there would be fruitful anot,most likely not..hmmm and the journey so far also..but there may be proS who could help and guide me along the way...
Monday, April 21, 2008
ka-ching!
today is IS DAY!!THE MOST ENJOYABLE DAY IN POLY!Had so much fun discussing about business idea that i cant wait to start doing it!Started to regret abit about going to acc,i wonder what would happen if i went to bfs,sounds much fun =)
Have you ever heard of a man who got jailed for 10 days just cuz he stared at a woman?Well some guy got jailed for that in euro,what a joke!!If my dad was in euro,he would have gotten 30days,i would have gotten 15days LOL
Watched a bit of steve irwin's show,damn cute he brought his daughter to look at a viper and said its every parent's responsibility to educate his child.So true.
Stil wondering what to do with my guitar,but considering that other people only know how to read tabs and play,i may be better by a bit la,hope to just hear the songs and play without reading tabs 3-4months later.
argh later needa do two tutorial homework for tomorrow!Sighh
Must be hard,to not share the joy you are receiving to others.
Have you ever heard of a man who got jailed for 10 days just cuz he stared at a woman?Well some guy got jailed for that in euro,what a joke!!If my dad was in euro,he would have gotten 30days,i would have gotten 15days LOL
Watched a bit of steve irwin's show,damn cute he brought his daughter to look at a viper and said its every parent's responsibility to educate his child.So true.
Stil wondering what to do with my guitar,but considering that other people only know how to read tabs and play,i may be better by a bit la,hope to just hear the songs and play without reading tabs 3-4months later.
argh later needa do two tutorial homework for tomorrow!Sighh
Must be hard,to not share the joy you are receiving to others.
20th april 2008
haven blog about yesterday shall blog about it now.Yesterday morning damn cham,kenna scolded by my dad for being too slow but we stil arrived on time,to scolding from my teacher for maybe being so clueless about what im doing and for wanting to do alot of stuff?
My dad's a lil bad tempered yesterday lah,cuz got a worker keep getting late for something,den he call him and they talk talk talk,he say"tomorrow!tomorrow is when?everyday tomorrow?U give me time and date,no i see you now!"After he hang up his phone he muttered fcuk n cheese bye.But normally on extreme cases he will just say fuck you and cheese bye to his workers la =))
I forgotten why my teacher scolded me but it hurts so bad,more sad den the saddest movie you ever seen,when i was on my way to meet the guys for lunch,i keep remembering him sayin that im his hardest student to teach,that i don't understand.He probably just wanted me to focus on my technical skills and then listen to songs to play solo instead of tabs or play my own solo to the song.Yea i wanted to to that too,but...blehx.Anyway its true that songs with solos are also quite easy to play these days la.
Had lunch and dinner with a new gang of mine glenn,3seans,estella,weixia,ruishan,shu hua.Jonathan and Dennis left halfway though.It was enjoyable,talking cock with them about the past,especially glenn who is a great narrator,his stories never failed to surprise his listeners.
some group photos of baoc that i had a hard time posting up on friendster
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My dad's a lil bad tempered yesterday lah,cuz got a worker keep getting late for something,den he call him and they talk talk talk,he say"tomorrow!tomorrow is when?everyday tomorrow?U give me time and date,no i see you now!"After he hang up his phone he muttered fcuk n cheese bye.But normally on extreme cases he will just say fuck you and cheese bye to his workers la =))
I forgotten why my teacher scolded me but it hurts so bad,more sad den the saddest movie you ever seen,when i was on my way to meet the guys for lunch,i keep remembering him sayin that im his hardest student to teach,that i don't understand.He probably just wanted me to focus on my technical skills and then listen to songs to play solo instead of tabs or play my own solo to the song.Yea i wanted to to that too,but...blehx.Anyway its true that songs with solos are also quite easy to play these days la.
Had lunch and dinner with a new gang of mine glenn,3seans,estella,weixia,ruishan,shu hua.Jonathan and Dennis left halfway though.It was enjoyable,talking cock with them about the past,especially glenn who is a great narrator,his stories never failed to surprise his listeners.
some group photos of baoc that i had a hard time posting up on friendster
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
a tribute to my GOOD friend(im her girlfriend like zz)
i wonder rarely how my good friend,Samantha,whom i knew since primary school but lost contact at sec school,reunited in poly can tolerate my irritating behaviours.like seriously.How she would tolerate my nonsense and constant pestering on msn,my constant nagging bout certain things and all the rubbish talk about girls.I bet if i was her,i will just stone there,which was precisely what she did!haha =p
And my emo-ness at certain times,where i will just sit quietly and appreciate the surrounding,surprisely i feel at ease that maybe shes comfortable with just sitting and keeping quiet,so yea i don't feel the urgency and the nervousness of talking to her to keep her entertain.
Im not sure but maybe her heart is big,though im not sure if anyone can get used to a behaviour like this.haix maybe im like a child to her,thats why she can handle me so easily.But it takes such a uphill task to communicate with me,which i find sometimes that she cant.
Im sure its gonna take a long hard time to find some1 like Sam who has a great heart and soul in dealing such rubbish from me.But yea lets just deal with it.
bloody poser pic
And my emo-ness at certain times,where i will just sit quietly and appreciate the surrounding,surprisely i feel at ease that maybe shes comfortable with just sitting and keeping quiet,so yea i don't feel the urgency and the nervousness of talking to her to keep her entertain.
Im not sure but maybe her heart is big,though im not sure if anyone can get used to a behaviour like this.haix maybe im like a child to her,thats why she can handle me so easily.But it takes such a uphill task to communicate with me,which i find sometimes that she cant.
Im sure its gonna take a long hard time to find some1 like Sam who has a great heart and soul in dealing such rubbish from me.But yea lets just deal with it.
bloody poser pic
huff and puff and blow my brain away
i feel so frustrated that i cant do anything about this frustration,if only i had see-through eyes,i would have changed what i said what i would do,would i??
at least "god" gave me a brain,which makes things even more complicated.zzz
luckily "god" gave me a pair of hands,a cheap guitar and a amp too,and so i can play the song loud,and bend the strings hard to release all of my emotions,blues saddest most painful song in the world.
HAHA anywayyy today i went out with Sam,we went to some talent management agency,at 1st i wasn really interested but after when she said she oso helped to find performance for ppl who wanted to perform,my eyes immediately lit up =)
shan't go into detail,then after that we went the jap restaurant at the cathay and guess who i met there?JAMIEEEE my freshie!everytime i went there i will sure meet some1.The previous time i saw shuhua!
And we went PS to walk around,saw a Samsung booth,theres a dj-in game where the top3 winners will get a fone,so i just embarrassed myself in public for fun,fcuking MC.
And then again we went starbucks to chill for the umpteenth time?so sian!if only theres acoffee tea bean leaves around it would be nice!Sam (asked me to)ordered some chocolatey drink which was so horrible that it would make your throat phlegmy and didn quench your thirst at all.So she was like complaining to me she had drank all de fluid while i just sat there and stone.Like DUHHHH +PP
you can see how obviously sianded im while Sam happily SLURPS her chocolatey drink
Sam with a drastic change in hairstyle like omg!her bun changed into a string around her forehead.CHEENA POCAHONTAS!!
And we also posed with Sam's cigarette,like so much more embarrassing then playin the Dj shit which Sam rather would not despite handphones up for grabs?And yea i recommended Sam to do a prank nextime,stand in front of someone smoking and smoke her cigarette!IMAGine the person's reaction. LIKE FCUK OFF POSER! =))
Me trying hard to get a puff out of the cigarette! ZZZ
at least "god" gave me a brain,which makes things even more complicated.zzz
luckily "god" gave me a pair of hands,a cheap guitar and a amp too,and so i can play the song loud,and bend the strings hard to release all of my emotions,blues saddest most painful song in the world.
HAHA anywayyy today i went out with Sam,we went to some talent management agency,at 1st i wasn really interested but after when she said she oso helped to find performance for ppl who wanted to perform,my eyes immediately lit up =)
shan't go into detail,then after that we went the jap restaurant at the cathay and guess who i met there?JAMIEEEE my freshie!everytime i went there i will sure meet some1.The previous time i saw shuhua!
And we went PS to walk around,saw a Samsung booth,theres a dj-in game where the top3 winners will get a fone,so i just embarrassed myself in public for fun,fcuking MC.
And then again we went starbucks to chill for the umpteenth time?so sian!if only theres a
you can see how obviously sianded im while Sam happily SLURPS her chocolatey drink
Sam with a drastic change in hairstyle like omg!her bun changed into a string around her forehead.CHEENA POCAHONTAS!!
And we also posed with Sam's cigarette,like so much more embarrassing then playin the Dj shit which Sam rather would not despite handphones up for grabs?And yea i recommended Sam to do a prank nextime,stand in front of someone smoking and smoke her cigarette!IMAGine the person's reaction. LIKE FCUK OFF POSER! =))
Me trying hard to get a puff out of the cigarette! ZZZ
Friday, April 18, 2008
Im a minor =)
had a heavy head last night,stil had a heavy head now,walked curvaceously down the road back home,today stil fumble abit to get out of bed,bro blasting music early in the day,really feel like fcuk him,dam bass.THUMP THUMP THUMP. =)
ah why is keanu reaves stil single?He likes to live at home alot and maybe has a few weird habits,but most importantly i think he lacks confidence.So be patience and confident my friends.fcuk them bitches =) anyway keanu looks like a nice guy,if we meet we would probably be friends.HAHA.
Had 660ml X 2 cans,guess i won't be drinking maybe 2-3wks,X says i drink beer like water,so ya nextime i will control =x.I don't wanna be drunk before him,haha.
it seems like i cant click,always giving the wrong response,is it just me??
I don't wanna say nothing at all
byronan keating tay jingyi
ah why is keanu reaves stil single?He likes to live at home alot and maybe has a few weird habits,but most importantly i think he lacks confidence.So be patience and confident my friends.fcuk them bitches =) anyway keanu looks like a nice guy,if we meet we would probably be friends.HAHA.
Had 660ml X 2 cans,guess i won't be drinking maybe 2-3wks,X says i drink beer like water,so ya nextime i will control =x.I don't wanna be drunk before him,haha.
it seems like i cant click,always giving the wrong response,is it just me??
I don't wanna say nothing at all
by
Thursday, April 17, 2008
spirit and well-beings
Ah its getting tiring and tiring everyday..wonder if im happy or sad today,wonder if its fortunate or unlucky,wonder if its all true or im i thinking too much...blehx.
Yesterday had a wonderful idea of what i wanted to do for IS,but i need my dream team,so i sourced for the two girls in accountancy who same class as me,realised that a guy already asked them to be in his group already.
Crap..nevermind,i shall lure them into my group!For the sake of entrepreneur spirit!I wont wanna waste my entrepreneur IS doing shit stuffs,this is the time to do what you need to do!!If i don't have the guts to step out right now,i bet even if 10 years later when i have capital,i stil wont have the guts to do it.This may b my chance to grasp my future,who knows =p
i just hope my eyecandies wont see my blog,maybe things aren as bright as they seem.but haha who cares,lets go all de way!Oh teenage emotions and nonsense =)
Yesterday had a wonderful idea of what i wanted to do for IS,but i need my dream team,so i sourced for the two girls in accountancy who same class as me,realised that a guy already asked them to be in his group already.
Crap..nevermind,i shall lure them into my group!For the sake of entrepreneur spirit!I wont wanna waste my entrepreneur IS doing shit stuffs,this is the time to do what you need to do!!If i don't have the guts to step out right now,i bet even if 10 years later when i have capital,i stil wont have the guts to do it.This may b my chance to grasp my future,who knows =p
i just hope my eyecandies wont see my blog,maybe things aren as bright as they seem.but haha who cares,lets go all de way!Oh teenage emotions and nonsense =)
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
father to son talk
i always had this dream.Get rich young,marry young,have children young.Don't ask me why,cuz normally guys think slightly differently.Of course after i get rich,i will want to travel around the world 1st or something,with or without a partner.
Just now while eating dinner,i watched the horsemen on animal planet.Its about a tribe in cameron where the people there respected and rely on horses alot.This show struck a note with me when the grandfather taught his grandson how to ride the horse.I also wanna be the grandfather to teach my son to do all the things in life instead of being a dad who gets out to work late.u know what i mean?
This sounds kinda stupid,but yea i think all dads wanna have a good time with their kids and have their kid's dream fulfilled.Who knows,maybe my life i cant be a musician but if i can be as successful in any career,my son/daughter could get to live their dream and even carry mine,as a musician,as well!I bet i will be proud of him when he makes it big.
Love watching healthy shows like documentaries..stil waiting for my bloomberg la!Told my mum already,she so long stil haven subscribe.zzz don't you want your kid to be older?Btw,my mum is crazy about dramas like Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao and Ying Tao San Jia Yi --...While my dad's crazy about football..betting that is...
Ahh another sickening post added,why im i alive in this world. =/
Just now while eating dinner,i watched the horsemen on animal planet.Its about a tribe in cameron where the people there respected and rely on horses alot.This show struck a note with me when the grandfather taught his grandson how to ride the horse.I also wanna be the grandfather to teach my son to do all the things in life instead of being a dad who gets out to work late.u know what i mean?
This sounds kinda stupid,but yea i think all dads wanna have a good time with their kids and have their kid's dream fulfilled.Who knows,maybe my life i cant be a musician but if i can be as successful in any career,my son/daughter could get to live their dream and even carry mine,as a musician,as well!I bet i will be proud of him when he makes it big.
Love watching healthy shows like documentaries..stil waiting for my bloomberg la!Told my mum already,she so long stil haven subscribe.zzz don't you want your kid to be older?Btw,my mum is crazy about dramas like Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao and Ying Tao San Jia Yi --...While my dad's crazy about football..betting that is...
Ahh another sickening post added,why im i alive in this world. =/
muddy situations
alright so out of 74 posts i have 3 sickening post,not that bad right?1 month's of posts.Anyway those sickening post as u can see provides inspiration for me,see the words that flow out so fluently,like omg,i luv emotions,thou im not a emo kid =)
So anyway,today was tiring n STICKY as usual,sweat like fcuk,swear pimples will pop up soon,went to the Freshman Orientation Camp to cheer Biz school up la,but cant get high lehx,no cheer sheet,not alot people i know there too.In e end,Biz school never won anything.hahaha =x
Today's workshop class was...ok,i feel the atmosphere was cool you know,had merge class for Entrepreneur Accounting.Had a brief surprise when i saw some1 there.Surprises cant be stopped and i like it alot,hope more surprises come into my life!
OTHER THAN DAT,CLASS WAS BORING!!CANT BELIEVE TOMORROW HAVE TO GO FOR ENTREPRENEUR ACCOUNTING TUTORiAL CLASS TOO!!ISN IT SUPPoSE TO BE 1st WEEK NO TUTORIALS!!!ZZZZ.
anyway i practised abit of guitar in morning before i go school,think thats not enough,shall continue playing my songs later.Gonna jam with Xubi soon after he gets his keyboard bag.Did i mention he got a keyboard already?like completely rox man!!ANYONE WHO WAN LEARN PIANO OR KEYBOARD CAN ALSO CONTACT ME,GOT GOOD LOBANG
love....let me sleep tonight...on your couch...
Jeff buckley
So anyway,today was tiring n STICKY as usual,sweat like fcuk,swear pimples will pop up soon,went to the Freshman Orientation Camp to cheer Biz school up la,but cant get high lehx,no cheer sheet,not alot people i know there too.In e end,Biz school never won anything.hahaha =x
Today's workshop class was...ok,i feel the atmosphere was cool you know,had merge class for Entrepreneur Accounting.Had a brief surprise when i saw some1 there.Surprises cant be stopped and i like it alot,hope more surprises come into my life!
OTHER THAN DAT,CLASS WAS BORING!!CANT BELIEVE TOMORROW HAVE TO GO FOR ENTREPRENEUR ACCOUNTING TUTORiAL CLASS TOO!!ISN IT SUPPoSE TO BE 1st WEEK NO TUTORIALS!!!ZZZZ.
anyway i practised abit of guitar in morning before i go school,think thats not enough,shall continue playing my songs later.Gonna jam with Xubi soon after he gets his keyboard bag.Did i mention he got a keyboard already?like completely rox man!!ANYONE WHO WAN LEARN PIANO OR KEYBOARD CAN ALSO CONTACT ME,GOT GOOD LOBANG
love....let me sleep tonight...on your couch...
Jeff buckley
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
J.B forever
he completely rox.So cute,his voice is so high and soft,but when he sings its unexpectedly so powerful,like god falling upon us.
live poly life to the fullest!im gonna do what i want,and i will have fun.i wont just go school and home withou feeling a shit of emotion! ROAR
perhaps too much jeff buckley gave me an emotion overload.BLEHX
nubcake
i have it in my head,but wad does it takes to take it all out baby~take it all out!
practised my guitar and played songs,played the starting of smooth by santana,easier now since i have the "technical ability" =x.
post again later or something.Inspiration shall not be forced,cuz thy is my friend =))
practised my guitar and played songs,played the starting of smooth by santana,easier now since i have the "technical ability" =x.
post again later or something.Inspiration shall not be forced,cuz thy is my friend =))
Monday, April 14, 2008
baby blues
talked with her abit before she went offline.I think we talked about 15 mins but it seems like 30mins.wish it would be longer.sweet times~~ but still haixxxx -.-
wonder should i talk all these in a blog anyway,sound so childish =x
wonder should i talk all these in a blog anyway,sound so childish =x
14/4/08
just came back from school,damn tired after 4hours of useless IS lesson and 2 hrs+ of travelling,whats the point of going to school.But i cant wait to be a "entrepreneur" honestly..not sayin that today was bad,i felt the class atmosphere was nice and all you know,i feel great in class too,but it was stil kinda waste of time.The teacher like to suan me i dunno why?just cause im late?hmmm...
Was so tired that while waiting for shuttle bus i sit at the bench and just bow my head and closed my eyes for 10mins.Guess who sat on the opposite bench of mine for a while?A old malay couple,the man was smoking while the lady was like helping to brush his hair up,so sweet.It kinda lighten my day
anyway now im home and i feel so blessed,cant wait to eat dinner,bathe,practise guitar maybe go gym and then sleeeeep!btw Sukor said any song wanna play just compile a cd or mp3 for him to hear,yay!!
watching qi jie mei now on channelU,so stupid...
Was so tired that while waiting for shuttle bus i sit at the bench and just bow my head and closed my eyes for 10mins.Guess who sat on the opposite bench of mine for a while?A old malay couple,the man was smoking while the lady was like helping to brush his hair up,so sweet.It kinda lighten my day
anyway now im home and i feel so blessed,cant wait to eat dinner,bathe,practise guitar maybe go gym and then sleeeeep!btw Sukor said any song wanna play just compile a cd or mp3 for him to hear,yay!!
watching qi jie mei now on channelU,so stupid...
Sunday, April 13, 2008
honey can i be your honey
1st day of school,lesson starts at 1pm.IM READY!!!except..my stomach is growling..
L
can i really have u if i wanted?can i really reach out to u if i tried?even a smile?
If life ain't tis way,i would be all for you,lying on your bed,under u,on u,beside of u.
If we went deep into each other,we probably wont end up where we are,beside but nowhere of each other,deep down but stil on the surface of the truth,pondering around the thick ares of woods.
i wanna get into your mind and suffocate in it,let me know that im the only one,so i can rest my mind beside yours..
im i on your mind?what are you doing now?Chatting with your girlys?Or other interests at hand?Busy preparing for the 1st day of tomorrow?Or sinking into your sweet dreams?Whatever it is,it all seems right to me.
love love love JY
Ah why cant movie producers produce a good armageddon movie.How about this,the earth met with destruction and the only human beings left are the astronauts in space.They return to earth to find out....
i dunno alredy,but its such a genius plot that the movie producers nv even thought of it?for god sake when did the 1st armaggedon movie took place?like 1999?Time for a new idea please?
producers please take note,thank you =)
If life ain't tis way,i would be all for you,lying on your bed,under u,on u,beside of u.
If we went deep into each other,we probably wont end up where we are,beside but nowhere of each other,deep down but stil on the surface of the truth,pondering around the thick ares of woods.
i wanna get into your mind and suffocate in it,let me know that im the only one,so i can rest my mind beside yours..
im i on your mind?what are you doing now?Chatting with your girlys?Or other interests at hand?Busy preparing for the 1st day of tomorrow?Or sinking into your sweet dreams?Whatever it is,it all seems right to me.
love love love JY
Ah why cant movie producers produce a good armageddon movie.How about this,the earth met with destruction and the only human beings left are the astronauts in space.They return to earth to find out....
i dunno alredy,but its such a genius plot that the movie producers nv even thought of it?for god sake when did the 1st armaggedon movie took place?like 1999?Time for a new idea please?
producers please take note,thank you =)
last free day
Had a great guitar lesson as usual.Lets see what magnificient things i learnt the past 6mths there.Alternate,quarter double picking,minor pentatonic scale,major pentatonic scale,bending,hammerin and pull offs.Not to mention "shredding" on the pentatonic scale.
Stil trying to perfect shredding pentatonic scale by hammering and pulloffs,bloody hell hard.Discussed the guitar exam with Sukor,he said actually take exam or not doesn matter la,you want to learn theory i also can teach u,on stage no1 cares whether you have paper or not,just need skills to play,ppl say Bm scale,den immediately just hum tam the scale already.
He also offered me to go down to the club on monday i think,where alot of his students go there and jam,well i will go down someday..
After that my dad brought us to a dam cool japanese style japanese restaurant at east coast.Fcuking rox,we sat down on the floor like real "japanese",the quality of food there is so good!u can get something real good for around 10-16bucks!The quality of food is even narrowed down to the tiniest bit of detail like the soy sauce which they split into black tube is for sushi,white tube is for sashimi.The sauces really tasted different,black 1 the flavour is heavier whereas white 1 is lighter and tasted special so it doesn corrupt the raw fresh taste of sashimi
Anyway both of them are black in colour so easy to mix up once you pour into the bowl.I had a special cold soba noodles with some sauce which looks and tasted like thousand island salad mixed with tinge of wasabi,VVVV unique but its kinda too heavy for me.After that we had dessert,which was of course bloody supreme!
Stil trying to perfect shredding pentatonic scale by hammering and pulloffs,bloody hell hard.Discussed the guitar exam with Sukor,he said actually take exam or not doesn matter la,you want to learn theory i also can teach u,on stage no1 cares whether you have paper or not,just need skills to play,ppl say Bm scale,den immediately just hum tam the scale already.
He also offered me to go down to the club on monday i think,where alot of his students go there and jam,well i will go down someday..
After that my dad brought us to a dam cool japanese style japanese restaurant at east coast.Fcuking rox,we sat down on the floor like real "japanese",the quality of food there is so good!u can get something real good for around 10-16bucks!The quality of food is even narrowed down to the tiniest bit of detail like the soy sauce which they split into black tube is for sushi,white tube is for sashimi.The sauces really tasted different,black 1 the flavour is heavier whereas white 1 is lighter and tasted special so it doesn corrupt the raw fresh taste of sashimi
Anyway both of them are black in colour so easy to mix up once you pour into the bowl.I had a special cold soba noodles with some sauce which looks and tasted like thousand island salad mixed with tinge of wasabi,VVVV unique but its kinda too heavy for me.After that we had dessert,which was of course bloody supreme!
Friday, April 11, 2008
drops of love
its raining today,full of love,it feels so coolingly warm that it makes this sensation so hard to describe that we could only use our heart to feel it.
How amazing like every page i turned in the newspaper its about love,Ashlee Simpson is gonna marry Pete Wentz after dating him for 2yrs,before that they already had chemistry for each other but they had their own bf/gf so instead they became great friends and now they are married,like wow!Thats really touching,to have your friend,turn into best friend,turn into bf,turn into husband.Awwww
Two old birds are getting back together after a squabble in their 11 years relationship.Sean Penn and Robin Wright,seriously i don't know who are they?But the guy is sincere enough to plea to his angry wannabe-ex wife so many times and keep harassing her on the phone,even though she didn want to hear his voice.
But eventually she's graceful enough to accept him back into her life and both their daughter & son have a set of parents again!yippeeee =)
Time to practise hardcore on my guitar,helll yeaaahhhhhh!!Lets have a Sex is Zero marathon!THe movie that achieved alot of success in Korea!LEts crunchyroll it!
17/4/08...just cant wait for school to start and spread the loving
How amazing like every page i turned in the newspaper its about love,Ashlee Simpson is gonna marry Pete Wentz after dating him for 2yrs,before that they already had chemistry for each other but they had their own bf/gf so instead they became great friends and now they are married,like wow!Thats really touching,to have your friend,turn into best friend,turn into bf,turn into husband.Awwww
Two old birds are getting back together after a squabble in their 11 years relationship.Sean Penn and Robin Wright,seriously i don't know who are they?But the guy is sincere enough to plea to his angry wannabe-ex wife so many times and keep harassing her on the phone,even though she didn want to hear his voice.
But eventually she's graceful enough to accept him back into her life and both their daughter & son have a set of parents again!yippeeee =)
Time to practise hardcore on my guitar,helll yeaaahhhhhh!!Lets have a Sex is Zero marathon!THe movie that achieved alot of success in Korea!LEts crunchyroll it!
17/4/08...just cant wait for school to start and spread the loving
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SKIP THIS POST PLEASE
feel like diggin and look at how shes doing now,why why i dunno why!!seriously i haven been thinking or met her like 4mths already?why this sudden emotion,u sickening emo shit,hahaha.I have new eyecandies already that i want to know,so wth?screw this.i wann check her frenster for updates,wanna noe if she has blog like other girls,wanna noe what she's doing now,heck maybe i will just send her a sms tomorrow for god's sake.
LETS LISTEN TO NIRVANA!!WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
feel like diggin and look at how shes doing now,why why i dunno why!!seriously i haven been thinking or met her like 4mths already?why this sudden emotion,u sickening emo shit,hahaha.I have new eyecandies already that i want to know,so wth?screw this.i wann check her frenster for updates,wanna noe if she has blog like other girls,wanna noe what she's doing now,heck maybe i will just send her a sms tomorrow for god's sake.
LETS LISTEN TO NIRVANA!!WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
a stupid man's life
today hardly got the strength to wake up,had a goooood night sleep though.Shall chat about today's event tomorrow.
After i came back from baoc outing,saw mom watching princess hours,so sat and watch too.Its the part where the princess got scolding from the king and queen for flirting out so late with the prince lu.
Got a scene prince lu spoke to her mom saying that he wont give up jio-ing the princess no matter what,cuz she brought great joy and laughter into his life,and he doesn know what will happen if she disappears.
This suddenly reminds me of someone,who had a sorta brief flirtation in my life and left eruptly.She didn make really very much of a impact,but i guess she's quite a special 1.
Eyecandies are everywhere,but i guess she's the only 1 who i really got in touch with.U know im shy and that sometimes i don't think i will qualify as a guy if theres some stupid test to test your sexuality.Though we don't know each other,she likes to disturb me in camp and u all know the reason why.
I cant even sleep with her beside me,like how i cant sleep with Regina sleeping beside me during baoc overnight stay,like omg its so different sleeping next to a girl.
DUring camp we didn talk much,im jus such a boring guy.But after the camp i manage to get her hp no. from a tattered list and just sms her,this insignificant moment looks to have such a impact when you look back.We chatted on phone for a few nights then sms a bit but lost touch for a few days cuz she's working and maybe i thought she dao me a bit cuz she after a few sms didn reply already.
Then after that had some misunderstanding,thought she had a bf so thought she was just having fun with me,i didn know why i felt so stupid,but i did.Maybe im too innocent?Or just being such a stupid guy who judge someone so simply like most people do.My impression of her ruin and i didn contact her since.
After dunno since,we got in contact again,tis time she really has a bf but occasionally when we see each other we will stil sneak up and greet each other,she says the relationship with her bf is a long story,well i didn ask much.
Well it happens that she had a caring bf who accompanies her to exercise everyday/lived near by/gave her joy and laughter that i couldn,they went further while i stood behind.Until now i stil feel quite bad like im a 3rd party or something.
Well i dunno why im writing this..but yea i felt that she made a impact on the romance part of life in poly,probably the biggest 1 since poly is so boring.My fault for being who im,lucky it was just this far and i didn like get idiotic and try to make a fool of myself.
But i really thank her for being who she is and gave me a pleasant memory that someone actually connects with me even if it is for a short period of time,though it may be some superficial liking,but who knows?I dun seriously know what to say in case she or any1 related saw this,but i just wanna let it out.
I hope i left a good impression for her that she still remember the shy,blur-looking guy that stutters or cant enunciate words properly,who cant let his emotions and expressions flow freely.....the guy who she really thinks is the one..i don't really care what others say but she's really is a nice girl and i dunno how i feel about her after so long now,but im definately looking forward to life and for someone as unique as her to make a larger impact in my life.Can I?
let my guitar cry baby,lets cry,lets cry,get emotional jus like animals do.Weep in the dark,play in the mud,watch as the sun falls into the deep sea.LEt the naked senses touch each other like they never once did,fall asleep under the charming spell of the melody.Look away if you must,don't say a word if you cant,just remember someone is always beside you,there breathing under your neck,into your ears whispering sweet nothings.Remember the loved and the unloved,love them like you never ever,laugh as you never did,smile till your face bulge,live for the day and stay uncertain,for life makes wonders in time..
love,jy,the words on the spot from a living man himself,a man whose not what he thinks,not what other thinks..if theres a god,he may know,may be..
After i came back from baoc outing,saw mom watching princess hours,so sat and watch too.Its the part where the princess got scolding from the king and queen for flirting out so late with the prince lu.
Got a scene prince lu spoke to her mom saying that he wont give up jio-ing the princess no matter what,cuz she brought great joy and laughter into his life,and he doesn know what will happen if she disappears.
This suddenly reminds me of someone,who had a sorta brief flirtation in my life and left eruptly.She didn make really very much of a impact,but i guess she's quite a special 1.
Eyecandies are everywhere,but i guess she's the only 1 who i really got in touch with.U know im shy and that sometimes i don't think i will qualify as a guy if theres some stupid test to test your sexuality.Though we don't know each other,she likes to disturb me in camp and u all know the reason why.
I cant even sleep with her beside me,like how i cant sleep with Regina sleeping beside me during baoc overnight stay,like omg its so different sleeping next to a girl.
DUring camp we didn talk much,im jus such a boring guy.But after the camp i manage to get her hp no. from a tattered list and just sms her,this insignificant moment looks to have such a impact when you look back.We chatted on phone for a few nights then sms a bit but lost touch for a few days cuz she's working and maybe i thought she dao me a bit cuz she after a few sms didn reply already.
Then after that had some misunderstanding,thought she had a bf so thought she was just having fun with me,i didn know why i felt so stupid,but i did.Maybe im too innocent?Or just being such a stupid guy who judge someone so simply like most people do.My impression of her ruin and i didn contact her since.
After dunno since,we got in contact again,tis time she really has a bf but occasionally when we see each other we will stil sneak up and greet each other,she says the relationship with her bf is a long story,well i didn ask much.
Well it happens that she had a caring bf who accompanies her to exercise everyday/lived near by/gave her joy and laughter that i couldn,they went further while i stood behind.Until now i stil feel quite bad like im a 3rd party or something.
Well i dunno why im writing this..but yea i felt that she made a impact on the romance part of life in poly,probably the biggest 1 since poly is so boring.My fault for being who im,lucky it was just this far and i didn like get idiotic and try to make a fool of myself.
But i really thank her for being who she is and gave me a pleasant memory that someone actually connects with me even if it is for a short period of time,though it may be some superficial liking,but who knows?I dun seriously know what to say in case she or any1 related saw this,but i just wanna let it out.
I hope i left a good impression for her that she still remember the shy,blur-looking guy that stutters or cant enunciate words properly,who cant let his emotions and expressions flow freely.....the guy who she really thinks is the one..i don't really care what others say but she's really is a nice girl and i dunno how i feel about her after so long now,but im definately looking forward to life and for someone as unique as her to make a larger impact in my life.Can I?
let my guitar cry baby,lets cry,lets cry,get emotional jus like animals do.Weep in the dark,play in the mud,watch as the sun falls into the deep sea.LEt the naked senses touch each other like they never once did,fall asleep under the charming spell of the melody.Look away if you must,don't say a word if you cant,just remember someone is always beside you,there breathing under your neck,into your ears whispering sweet nothings.Remember the loved and the unloved,love them like you never ever,laugh as you never did,smile till your face bulge,live for the day and stay uncertain,for life makes wonders in time..
love,jy,the words on the spot from a living man himself,a man whose not what he thinks,not what other thinks..if theres a god,he may know,may be..
Thursday, April 10, 2008
deep nights,shallow nights (1)
Today was damn tiring,stayed over at school,"woke" up at 530++ and spent the whole day until 7++ in school.So tiring that i had a great time sleeping on the bus to bishan!So long that i had slept on the bus,it was great.After the sleep i feel surprisingly enlightened,felt like studying/exercising,that was before i played Dennis's psp and got tired again...
So maybe all i need is a healthy lifestyle and a good sleeping habit to get me going when school reopens!damn tired now,blog about this soon,ciaoz =)
So maybe all i need is a healthy lifestyle and a good sleeping habit to get me going when school reopens!damn tired now,blog about this soon,ciaoz =)
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
F u
realised yesterday n today,i had a minor pimple on my face,just when i thought my face was getting better,must be 2 whole days out in school,no-where to wash face and get clean...tomorrow till friday worse,something needs to be done.
I need oil-sucking paper!Its better to save my face den save "face" if u know what i mean.Its my face not yours for god's sake.Adam is right,even if his friends in poly tease him about it,he will stil use it,think he's about to enter TP next wk,good luck,get some loving and get some sticky friends adam! =)
Ah tomorrow im gonna face my freshies,wonder how should i present myself,what i should or not do..not quite concern about chio bus la,just get it over and done with if you know what i mean.Its nice to make friends over this period,but baoc is sucking up so much of my time idling..
anyway lets just get it rockin!Need to bring big water bottle to hydrate my dry throat!
Sometimes a man must awake to find that really, he has no-one
jeff buckley
I need oil-sucking paper!Its better to save my face den save "face" if u know what i mean.Its my face not yours for god's sake.Adam is right,even if his friends in poly tease him about it,he will stil use it,think he's about to enter TP next wk,good luck,get some loving and get some sticky friends adam! =)
Ah tomorrow im gonna face my freshies,wonder how should i present myself,what i should or not do..not quite concern about chio bus la,just get it over and done with if you know what i mean.Its nice to make friends over this period,but baoc is sucking up so much of my time idling..
anyway lets just get it rockin!Need to bring big water bottle to hydrate my dry throat!
Sometimes a man must awake to find that really, he has no-one
jeff buckley
Monday, April 7, 2008
starry nights
sky is full of stars today,last friday night even more and even more shining,haven seen so many stars in my life...or is it cuz i haven looked up often at night before.
I remember when i was young,i would look up the sky in the noon,see those puffy white clouds,look at how they resemble so many different shapes,animals,objects..amazing..
And when i was stil living at uppthomson,the stars are so few that you wont bother to count..
this jeff buckley song really kicked the ass outta me,read this seriously but with light-heartedness:
How many times have you heard someone say
If I had money, Id do things my way,
But little they know that its so hard to find
One rich man with a satisfied mind.
Money cant buy back your youth when youre old
A friend, when youre lonely, or peace to your soul.
The wealthiest person is a pauper at times
Compared to the man with a satisfied mind.
When my life is over and my time has run out.
My friends and my loved ones, Ill leave them no doubt.
But, one things gone for certain, when it comes my time
Ill leave this old world with a satisfied mind.
Satisfied mind.
This song was said to be played at his funeral by his mom and i watched a interview on youtube,the interviewer asked him if he had regretted anything in his life.A firm reply from him "nothing".Guess even if he wasn that rich living a OK life doing what he wanted,it is a life good enough.I also hope i would not regret anything in my life..
In another interview he also said life itself has its own rhythm and u cant jus adjust it like want to grow up faster or make a thing that's not suppose to happen happen at this timing..It made me realise what i have been irritated about,so powerless at this age to do anything right,but at least if i do what i can do now,it will reflect in the future somehow..
Sound not that good,its recorded at the cabin near the place he had drown and died anyway.So emotional sad n haunting..i must haf listened too much of him,i have it on my cd!!
I remember when i was young,i would look up the sky in the noon,see those puffy white clouds,look at how they resemble so many different shapes,animals,objects..amazing..
And when i was stil living at uppthomson,the stars are so few that you wont bother to count..
this jeff buckley song really kicked the ass outta me,read this seriously but with light-heartedness:
How many times have you heard someone say
If I had money, Id do things my way,
But little they know that its so hard to find
One rich man with a satisfied mind.
Money cant buy back your youth when youre old
A friend, when youre lonely, or peace to your soul.
The wealthiest person is a pauper at times
Compared to the man with a satisfied mind.
When my life is over and my time has run out.
My friends and my loved ones, Ill leave them no doubt.
But, one things gone for certain, when it comes my time
Ill leave this old world with a satisfied mind.
Satisfied mind.
This song was said to be played at his funeral by his mom and i watched a interview on youtube,the interviewer asked him if he had regretted anything in his life.A firm reply from him "nothing".Guess even if he wasn that rich living a OK life doing what he wanted,it is a life good enough.I also hope i would not regret anything in my life..
In another interview he also said life itself has its own rhythm and u cant jus adjust it like want to grow up faster or make a thing that's not suppose to happen happen at this timing..It made me realise what i have been irritated about,so powerless at this age to do anything right,but at least if i do what i can do now,it will reflect in the future somehow..
Sound not that good,its recorded at the cabin near the place he had drown and died anyway.So emotional sad n haunting..i must haf listened too much of him,i have it on my cd!!
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Saturday, April 5, 2008
baby
watchin guessX3 on channelU now,featuring all de babes who know how to play instrument.i must say,this episode is the most chio bus i seen!Hurray!Musical babes!
just realised tomorrow not having lesson,sad....
just realised tomorrow not having lesson,sad....
Friday, April 4, 2008
kurosagi
cant wait for the movie to come out in singapore and catch it!watched the drama like last year?And its so bloody cool.IF you looked at the trailers you somehow know hows the story.About a swindler(handsome 1),who dresses in different outfits everyday to swindle other swindlers for justice.How cool is that?Everyday a different hairstyle,different look and dressing,like a superstar la,haha,can act geeky/cool/arrogant etc all at once
No wonder his dubbed as the Johnny Depp of Japan and i heard Johnny Depp is also a major fan of the drama,we all can tell why!SO CATCH THE DRAMA!
if we were who we are
its seems to be so long since i saw them,that its like a lover's deterioting feeling towards his lover.It may also be taken for granted since i will be seeing them everyday soon that all these doesn seem to matter...
love,guitar,pets
WOnder when i fell in love with guitar,i cant remember.
If i were to save my gf or guitar from drowning,i would rather save my guitar.
IF i were to save my gf or a ferret,siberian husky,siberian white tiger,white mice from dying,i rather choose the animals for god sake.
Animals without saying a word really brings comfort to your heart.Remember during secondary school days whenever i feel damn frustrated or irritated or jus bored,i reach home feeling like that.But once i pet my dog's(pepper) head or saw him,i will just feel so light,its great.
I may be selfish for my own pleasure because i seldom take him to walks,haix..so sad.Now the house is so empty.Guess only the guitar will accompany me now.Don't know why other people play guitar for,to impress people?to attract people's attention?But for me,its to be a good guitarist,not just any guy playing the guitar and singing bla bla black sheep.Theres so much more to the guitar,its like the most underrated instrument in the world just because everyone knows how to play it?But who can claim to be a true guitarist?I bet few people can.
The emotions you put while playing every note,every bending/sliding/vibrating the string,its something so incredible that it totally brings guitar playing to another level.
It really looks like a joke when a guy can play just a few chords and sing and all the girls look with envy.I think i will walk this path,but not anytime soon.But by then,i will still look at tis as a joke,the pure entertainment people get by looking at some idiotic guy playin a few chords and singing.The guitar is totally more than that.i don't mind being known a talentless weird guy who seems to know nothing.It may be true,but it wont be that way any longer.
I WANNA BE A GUITARIST AND I DUNNO WHYYY.Next song i wanna learn should be SRV's superstition!CHECK IT OUT!
shit today haven even practised my guitar fingering drills,fcuk it.
If i were to save my gf or guitar from drowning,i would rather save my guitar.
IF i were to save my gf or a ferret,siberian husky,siberian white tiger,white mice from dying,i rather choose the animals for god sake.
Animals without saying a word really brings comfort to your heart.Remember during secondary school days whenever i feel damn frustrated or irritated or jus bored,i reach home feeling like that.But once i pet my dog's(pepper) head or saw him,i will just feel so light,its great.
I may be selfish for my own pleasure because i seldom take him to walks,haix..so sad.Now the house is so empty.Guess only the guitar will accompany me now.Don't know why other people play guitar for,to impress people?to attract people's attention?But for me,its to be a good guitarist,not just any guy playing the guitar and singing bla bla black sheep.Theres so much more to the guitar,its like the most underrated instrument in the world just because everyone knows how to play it?But who can claim to be a true guitarist?I bet few people can.
The emotions you put while playing every note,every bending/sliding/vibrating the string,its something so incredible that it totally brings guitar playing to another level.
It really looks like a joke when a guy can play just a few chords and sing and all the girls look with envy.I think i will walk this path,but not anytime soon.But by then,i will still look at tis as a joke,the pure entertainment people get by looking at some idiotic guy playin a few chords and singing.The guitar is totally more than that.i don't mind being known a talentless weird guy who seems to know nothing.It may be true,but it wont be that way any longer.
I WANNA BE A GUITARIST AND I DUNNO WHYYY.Next song i wanna learn should be SRV's superstition!CHECK IT OUT!
shit today haven even practised my guitar fingering drills,fcuk it.
friday 4th april 2008
Went back to school at 3+ for baoc,did rehearsals and dances,so damn tiring and boring,at a point of time during de dance,i was practically so high,dat im like drifting away.Trust me,i don't need drugs/alcohol/sex to get high in some senseless emotions.
But it ain't that boring too,i "played" around with Benedict,my marist friend.Imagine two tiger cubs fooling around hitting and biting each other?YEs that's the kinda way we fool around.Looks cute with animals doing that,looks gay with two male teenagers doing that.But i bet benedict doesn really care either,though we were seriously gaying each other out =x
from my memory,i haven been around him even when in secondary school,some hi-bye friend.So today really shocked me that we even got so "close".Ah,some marist loving=)
Told him about the girls i think cute,he said my standards so low,tsk people have been saying my standard too high?
Anyway can tell benedict is stil shy towards girls,i think 80% of marists who graduates are at some point stil shy towards girls,which explains why we are stil single?Sad sad....
But it ain't that boring too,i "played" around with Benedict,my marist friend.Imagine two tiger cubs fooling around hitting and biting each other?YEs that's the kinda way we fool around.Looks cute with animals doing that,looks gay with two male teenagers doing that.But i bet benedict doesn really care either,though we were seriously gaying each other out =x
from my memory,i haven been around him even when in secondary school,some hi-bye friend.So today really shocked me that we even got so "close".Ah,some marist loving=)
Told him about the girls i think cute,he said my standards so low,tsk people have been saying my standard too high?
Anyway can tell benedict is stil shy towards girls,i think 80% of marists who graduates are at some point stil shy towards girls,which explains why we are stil single?Sad sad....
Thursday, April 3, 2008
touchy scenes
i guess im moved so easily.Watch american idol for 15 mins,saw the Asian American idol wannabe kena kicked out,she cry until so badly,i also feel damnnn sad.She said its her dream come true,so few people can make it.True la,America so big,no wonder they meant people who achieve success means achieving the AMerican dream.
Singapore lehx?So small,achieve anything also no big feat =x.Think i got most of the gist of purple haze except the little solo of the song.V amazing song,nice structure,a little hard to play too,much better then your stupid pop songs.Should i ask my teacher to teach me the rest of the song?Maybe i should call him to "book" the song so at least he know what to teach.
Tomorrow going baoc to do the what rehearsal and mass dance...oh well at least theres always ONLY some thing to look forward to...
Singapore lehx?So small,achieve anything also no big feat =x.Think i got most of the gist of purple haze except the little solo of the song.V amazing song,nice structure,a little hard to play too,much better then your stupid pop songs.Should i ask my teacher to teach me the rest of the song?Maybe i should call him to "book" the song so at least he know what to teach.
Tomorrow going baoc to do the what rehearsal and mass dance...oh well at least theres always ONLY some thing to look forward to...
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
my sweetheart the drunk
woohoo got my album!Guess who Sam and i met?Adam!our long time primary school friend!We went to watch Shutter,which tells u the rule #1 of getting a partner:don't find 1 with obsessive disorder.And then chilled out at lido until like 10+?So lazy to go home.
Who knows sacrely tomorrow they will come my house to swim/bowl?Anyway tomorrow i need to get a haircut 1st.
After watching blindi the jungle girl i decide to put another animal to my list.I think its called the epitome or sth,a Ant-eater!A FURRY ant-eater!Damnn cute!
Who knows sacrely tomorrow they will come my house to swim/bowl?Anyway tomorrow i need to get a haircut 1st.
After watching blindi the jungle girl i decide to put another animal to my list.I think its called the epitome or sth,a Ant-eater!A FURRY ant-eater!Damnn cute!
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
vroom vroom!
woo,yesterday slept early,but my sleep kena disturb by a mosquito,bit my toe dam itchy.Got up around 7+,1st time felt like im dying.Super hungry!Stomach like dropping out!So got myself a bowl of campbell soup,went back to sleep until 10+ then woke up again.
Practised chords of purple haze,admit its a little difficult cuz of the thumb which needs to press the E string.Rocks thou!Just had my lunch and going to bathe and meet Sam at 3 @ somerset!bye!
Practised chords of purple haze,admit its a little difficult cuz of the thumb which needs to press the E string.Rocks thou!Just had my lunch and going to bathe and meet Sam at 3 @ somerset!bye!
threesome
tis morning went to meet dennis and regina,cut my hair and ate lunch with them.Reached school at 3.Tired tired,view my blog then realise y my tab so funny 1,thou the edit page looks ok.hiya heck la.
Tomorrow going out with Sam,don't feel like shopping,only wanna take the photo of the mannequin's hair at taka i think esprit shop then thurs 1pm++ go back the hairsalon to tell him actually this is the hairstyle i wanna cut and ask me modify my back cuz its too long and maybe my sideburn =)
tomorrow morning shall play purple haze again,cant wait,so tired,good night =)
Tomorrow going out with Sam,don't feel like shopping,only wanna take the photo of the mannequin's hair at taka i think esprit shop then thurs 1pm++ go back the hairsalon to tell him actually this is the hairstyle i wanna cut and ask me modify my back cuz its too long and maybe my sideburn =)
tomorrow morning shall play purple haze again,cant wait,so tired,good night =)
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