starry nights

sky is full of stars today,last friday night even more and even more shining,haven seen so many stars in my life...or is it cuz i haven looked up often at night before.

I remember when i was young,i would look up the sky in the noon,see those puffy white clouds,look at how they resemble so many different shapes,animals,objects..amazing..

And when i was stil living at uppthomson,the stars are so few that you wont bother to count..

this jeff buckley song really kicked the ass outta me,read this seriously but with light-heartedness:

How many times have you heard someone say
If I had money, Id do things my way,
But little they know that its so hard to find
One rich man with a satisfied mind.

Money cant buy back your youth when youre old
A friend, when youre lonely, or peace to your soul.
The wealthiest person is a pauper at times
Compared to the man with a satisfied mind.

When my life is over and my time has run out.
My friends and my loved ones, Ill leave them no doubt.
But, one things gone for certain, when it comes my time
Ill leave this old world with a satisfied mind.
Satisfied mind.


This song was said to be played at his funeral by his mom and i watched a interview on youtube,the interviewer asked him if he had regretted anything in his life.A firm reply from him "nothing".Guess even if he wasn that rich living a OK life doing what he wanted,it is a life good enough.I also hope i would not regret anything in my life..

In another interview he also said life itself has its own rhythm and u cant jus adjust it like want to grow up faster or make a thing that's not suppose to happen happen at this timing..It made me realise what i have been irritated about,so powerless at this age to do anything right,but at least if i do what i can do now,it will reflect in the future somehow..



Sound not that good,its recorded at the cabin near the place he had drown and died anyway.So emotional sad n haunting..i must haf listened too much of him,i have it on my cd!!